After about 5 minutes our outdoor opened. I could recognize that voice. I heard talking. Then someone was coming upstairs and opened my door. My mom...
- Mom: Umm… Hun... There is someone in the door who wants to meet you. He said his name is Chaz.
-Me: Yea. Let him in.
-Mom: Ou… okay...
After a while Chaz came to my room.
-Chaz: Heyy… Are you okay??
-Me: I’m fine – said and started to cry again.
-Chaz: Hun... come here... are you sure you’re okay? – said and hugged me so tightly.
-Me: No... – said while holding tears.
-Chaz: What’s happened?
-Me: It’s boring story. I’m sure you don’t wanna hear it..
-Chaz: No! I wanna hear. Tell me.
-Me: Well… well there’s nothing much to say. My boyfrie—no. My ex-boyfriend is an ass.
-Chaz: Why? What did he do?
-Me: Cheated on me. Well he has probably done it all the time I have been gone. I’m just stupid when I didn’t get it...
-Chaz: You’re not stupid. Your boyfriend is. Have you talked to him?
-Me: No. I don’t wanna...
-Chaz: I would say that you should call him. It would make you feel better.
-Me: Maybe later…
-Chaz: Now I’m gonna go so you can talk to him. – said and hugged me again. – Ou and call me If you need anything.
-Me: Aww. Thanks. You are such a good friend.
-Chaz: Anytime. – said and left.
I took my phone and selected Alex’s number. Finally I pressed ‘call’ button.
˜ CONVERSATION BY THE PHONE ˜
-Alex: Hello?
-Me: How you could do something like that??!! I trusted you!! Fuck you!!
-Alex: What?? Who is this?? Megan?
-Me: How many girls do you have?? Can you even count? Fucking idiot!!
-Alex: What are you talking about!!??
-Me: I know!! I know about those girls, Alex...
-Alex: Let me explain...
-Me: There’s nothing to explain!! You know what… I think… we should end this thing. It doesn’t work out..
-Alex: Come on Megan… don’t you go little too far?
-Me: how’s that?? Coz I don’t see that. Go screw yourself. I bet u want...
-Alex: Well... Maybe I will!!
-Me: Fine!
-Alex: Fine!
˜ …ALEX HANGED UP… ˜
Even, he got angry? Huh? I didn’t care anymore. I felt better telling him to go screw himself. Yeah. He was a son-of-a-bitch. If he didn’t wanna stay with me, he just had to tell me. ¬¬. Ogg… I kept Alex off, of my mind and I decided to call Chaz again and met him and the others to just have a good evening and to keep my problems apart for a while. I looked at the window and I opened it. I yelled Justin’s name. He was still with Selena. I asked him to come and he accepted.
I just took my purse. I went downstairs.
- Me: Mom, I’m chilling with some friends, i’ll be back later, okay? - said while taking the keys.
- Mom: Okay, don’t be late! :)
I left and Justin was coming nearer with Selena. -.-. Well, she’s his boyfriend. I guessed they loved each other. But… If fucked me like the hell! :@ Seriously. I tried to calm down. Justin came next to me with a smile to kiss me in the cheek, when…
- Selena: WE’LL BE LATE IF WE DON’T HURRY UP!- said while interrupting the moment.
- Me: Calm down, girl ;) We’ve enough time- said while leaving her with a: ¬¬ face.
I kissed him in the cheek and I winked him an eye. We had met the others in the bowling. We took a taxi, coz that bowling was to 30 minutes from here. Selena got into the taxi first, then Justin and then me. It was an uncomfortable situation. Justin was in the middle. They were making corny things. Smile each other, kiss and act like a couple in love. Yeah, those corny things I wanted to do with Justin. They didn’t stop. I talked to myself: You could cut off a bit, I’m still here. I looked through the window where the people walked. Ones, where with their couple too (¬¬), so happy, hugging each other; then others, where crying over the phone while yelling. Selena started talking by the phone while looking through her window.
- Justin: Megan…- said while putting his hand in my leg (I wore shorts *-*).
I noticed that he was touching my leg (not up and down, but to notice me). I got nervous. And I wondered: What the hell are you doing? Your girlfriend is next to you.
- Me: Ah ha?- said a bit distracted looking into his eyes.
- Justin: I’m sorry for before’s happened. I didn’t wanna you to leave like that. But, I haven’t seen Selena in 2 days, so… hope you understand…- I just turned the head looking to the window.
- Me: Yeah… I do…
- Justin: Umm… so we forget it?- said smiling and waiting to my answer.
What was I going to do? Well, I felt a burned inside of me and so other stuff. But… sometimes you've to do so many things in your life you don’t like at all.
- Me: Sure- I told him while giving him a smile.
Selena hanged up the phone and continued with “Justin”. He took off the hand of my leg and 10 minutes later we arrived. Thanks to god I didn’t have to stay anymore with those lovebirds. ._. We entered the bowling and Chaz, Chris, Caitlin, Ryan and Sammy were waiting for us. They stood up and we hugged him. When it was my turn to hug Chaz I hugged him more tightly than the others…
- Chaz: Are you better?- he whispered.
- Me: Well… I forgot to tell you another thing…so…- I whispered while holding the tears, I didn’t wanna make a drama or a show at all.
- Chaz: Okay, we stay with the guys a bit and we go to other place to talk- answered.
- Me: Alright.. Thank you…Chaz…- I gave him a kiss in the cheek and he gave me one back.
To don’t stay sad he told me some jokes. Although I was sad, I laughed. He was such a nice friend. He was like a…
- Me: :D You’re like my teddy hahahaha- said while everybody started laughing (we were preparing the stuff to start the game).
We took the bowling shoes. Ryan started the game. Chaz made me a gesture to go to other place.
- Chaz: Guys, we’ll be right back.
They nodded and we left. I took his hand.
NARRATED BY JUSTIN.
I noticed that Megan was starting to be so much time with Chaz: She told him “teddy”, they laughed so much, they kissed in the cheek… and then, they went to other place. ¬¬. I wasn’t concentrated in the game, I just thought in that “other place”. Thinking: “But, they can’t talk here? What are they talking about? Control Justin control, they’re just friends who need to talk.. and even not… you don’t care what they’re doing… you’re with Selena.. okay” In that moment I didn’t notice that I was a bit jealous. Yeah. XD. But, I continued with the game and I stayed with my Sel.
NARRATED BY MEGAN.
We went out of the bowling and I told him why I was so sad. We sat in a step and he looked right to my eyes. I took a deep breath and I told him I was falling in love. With Justin. I started to cry, he wiped my tears and continued listening. I stared at his eyes, I couldn’t believe how much attention he paid.
- Me: *after the whole story* And well…I just can’t…- sighed- He’s my best friend, but I just can’t put up with it. I don’t know… but, the only thing I know is that I love him. But, it’s an unrequited love ;((- I cried a lot and hugged him so tightly. He caressed my hair and told me some good things that cheered me.
We entered the bowling again and it was my turn. Ou O_O. I told the guys I wasn’t so good at that. Chaz offered to help me. We went to the track bowling. He taught me some movements to launch the bowl. Although he was a creepy teaching :P LOL.
- Sammy, Cait, Chris, Ryan: Buuhh.. hahaha… naah, Chaz … you’re not talented teaching this- jeering- another one wanna try?
2 seconds later….BANG!
- Justin: I’ll help her! ;)
- Selena: ¬¬
“O_O Ou…no…please… why?” GOSH! I was damn nervous. I think, my legs were shaking. Oh well, that “no please” meant “yes, THANKS” haha. He came with his own style and smiling.
- Justin: First, took the bowl well- said while holding my hand *-* and putting on the bowl, I noticed that our hands were still touching- then, put the arm back- said while he was 1 cm of my body and holding now my arm, later he put his left arm over my waist *.*- and now move the waist like that- he moved my waist.
I think I was even sweating a bit. XD. His voice caressed my ears while “teaching”.
- Justin: U got it?
- Me: I think so.
He withdrew a bit and I launched…. FULL!
- Friends: YEYY! MEGAN-MEGAN-MEGAN!- they acclaimed.
I had to do another 4 launches… I failed one, but the other three… FULL! ;) I jumped so much and I jumped into Justin’s arms, but he fell off….
- Megan: Yayyy! I got it, I got it, I got it (8) - I said while singing, then I noticed that I was over Justin and I was dancing O.O- Ou…Umm…I’m sorry- “I woke up” & stood up.
He was just laughing. Selena was looking at me with a murder face. We decided to go to Mc Donald’s to eat. But before that… Selena took my arm and stopped me.
- Selena: Stay away from Justin!
- Me: Tss… - said while leaving with the others.
- Selena: *he held my arm* I’M SERIOUS. HE’S MY BOYFRIEND. HE LOVES “ME”, NOT “YOU”!!
- Me: HUH? Are YOU gonna tell me what I’ve to do? NO!! GET OUTTA MY WAY.
- Selena: You’re warned! ;)
- Me: Do I have to take It like a threat? Tsss…
I went with the others. Who the hell she thought she was? Like… she would be the only girl that could talk or have fun with him..HÁ!. And that… I couldn’t stay with Justin? I did what I wanted. But… the thing that screwed me was that “HE LOVES “ME”, NOT “YOU”!!”. That sentence got stuck in my head like the whole evening. In that thing, she was right. ;(.
- Selena: Hunnie…I gotta go, wanna come?- said while kissing him.
- Justin: Um, I’ll stay with the guys. See ya tomorrow- he kissed her & she left.
I sighed. Finally, she left. -.-‘. We took Ryan’s car and we went to Mc Donald’s. We were eating when…
TO BE CONTINUED…