CHAPTER #14:

 O_____O Oh my fucking god… I saw a really uncomfortable scene that I didn’t wanna watch at all. There was Justin and Selena making out. I got shocked. Really shocked. I felt a throat tightening, that it was going to kill me. I started to breathe fast. I didn’t know what to do. My legs didn’t answer. They didn’t notice. Suddenly, I stared at Justin. He looked pretty fine. I wondered why the life did me that. Why? . I didn’t do anything wrong . I felt so many tears in my eyes. Suddenly, Justin gaze and mine met. He stared at me surprised and me immediately, I closed the door and I left running. I ran all over the yacht, until my legs didn’t answer and I fell off in front of the door crying.  I cried and cried and cried. The life was being a bitch with me. Yeah. Well, I was trying damn hard to forget Justin and continue with my life coz he had a girlfriend…and I found that. Like…why the fuck? Why?? I was like “ground, swallow me up”. I’ve a mix of anger, sadness, heartache, head ache… ; I noticed that I was more in love with him than I thought. If I could describe with full details what I was feeling, it’d be like: I felt useless…I felt a really huge burned inside of me, from top to bottom... I felt like to explode…  I felt like if the world was against me… I felt a huge pain. Like, if I wanted to somebody to clear my memory and don’t feel more pain. But then, I thought in another thing. And Justin?? Like, he was with Selena, but he tried to flirt with me, like... I didn’t understand him at all.

Suddenly, I saw Jaden coming. He noticed I was on the floor and he sat worried next to me.

- Jaden: Megan…what’s wrong?

- Me: Naah…I just hate my life.

- Jaden: Don’t say that! Why?-hugging me.

I told him the entire story. He was like: :O all the time.

 - Jaden: Oh.. :( I’m so sorry. Justin doesn’t even know what he’s losing. You’re a great girl. And you shouldn’t cry for things like that. Okay? You’ve to be strong and face what’s coming.

- Me: Yeah…I think you’re right…I’ve cried so much last days…and now… although, I’m in love with him…I’ve to let him go…it hurts me…so much…but… *sighed*

- Jaden: Drink a bit, you’ll feel better- while giving me a bottle of vodka.

- Me: Umm…I’ve never drink…

- Jaden: Sweet, it’s just a bit…It won’t make you anything… -standing up- okay, now I go back with the others. You should do the same.

- Me: I catch up with you later. Now I wanna forget a bit. And thanks :)

- Jaden: Okay- a kiss on the cheek- bye. And no problem (:

I told myself: “I wanna forget”. I started to drink. It wasn’t bad. I drank and drank and drank…

NARRATED BY JUSTIN.

Suddenly, I saw Megan crying on the door and she immediately left.  I got shocked. Well, an hour before I was totally drunk. Really drunk. And Selena too. And we were both horny and bored. So, we made out.  Seconds after, I came back to the normality. For the shock I had had, the drunkenness was gone. We finally finished. I left and I lay on the hammock. I was really confused.

NARRATED BY MEGAN.

I was really drunk. After the bottle of vodka, I went to hit the mini-bar. It was only vodka. Well, I guessed Jaden liked vodka so much. XD. I took a bottle and I drank. I felt like really happy. I went with the others. Some of them were in the sea and Chaz still in the Jacuzzi. Everything I watched seemed so funny. I just laughed so much. I went with a huge smile to the Jacuzzi with a sexy movement. Chaz smiled. I sat over him and I started to kiss him so much. I couldn’t stop. I wasn’t really me. Like I was drunk, I thought it was funny. I don’t know what happened next.

NARRATED BY JUSTIN.

I was relaxed on the hammock, when I just looked to the Jacuzzi where Megan was with Chaz. She was kissing him so much. Chaz, obviously, was with a face of pleasure. She looked really horny.

NARRATED BY CHAZ.

Megan was really different. She looked like another person. She was kissing me all over the body. *-* I was already horny.

- Me: Megan…you’re making me horny…ahh…

- Megan: That’s what I wanted…-still kissing.

I didn’t know how she changed so fast. But, I didn’t care at that moment. I started to touch her. All over the body. She bitted his lip. I didn’t know if that was going to go more far. She suddenly, bit my lip sexily. *_* I was outta control…

NARRATED BY JUSTIN.

Okay. She was really happy and she was acting like a hooker. Well, it was obvious she was damn drunk. And Chaz didn’t stop. He was pissing me off. I stood up and went to the Jacuzzi. I held Megan’s arm and I separated from Chaz.

- Me: Chaz…DON’T YOU SEE THAT SHE’S DRUNK?? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING??- yelled angrily.

- Chaz: And WHAT? SHE’S MY…

- Me: your WHAT?

- Megan: He’s my…hahahaha…he’s my boyfriend.-laughing.

O_O.

- Me: I don’t care! YOU’RE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER!!- yelled and I pulled him.

- Chaz: *pulling me back* NO, I’M NOT. WE’RE JUST HAVING FUN!

- Me: Yeah, SURE!!

- Megan: YOU DON’T CARE WHAT HAHAHA WE’RE DOING! HAHAH OKAY? IT’S NOT MY PROBLEM, THAT SELENA DIDN’T SATISFY YOU! HAHAHA.

I was angry. Really angry. But I wasn’t gonna give it much importance, coz I knew it was alcohol’s effects. She continued drinking. I took off the bottle and threw it out.

- Megan: Why did you do that??- she suddenly started to cry.

- Me: HOW MUCH HAVE YOU DRUNK??

- Megan: Umm…- she started counting with the fingers.

She suddenly got asleep. I took her coz she was going to fall off. I picked her up

- Jaden: I’m sorry, I told her to drink a bit. But JUST A BIT. And I think, she drank 2 bottles of vodka…

- Me: ¬ ¬, where do you have the bedrooms?

He told me the place.

- Selena: WHAT DO YOU THINK ARE YOU DOING??

- Me: Selena, I’m just TAKING her to a bedroom. SHE GOT ASLEEP. -.-

I took her to a bedroom and I lay her on the bed, while looking for a blanket. She was so pretty when she slept. I caressed her cheeks.

- Me: You and your freaking stubbornness, little girl…

I kissed her in the cheek and I left.

NARRATED BY MEGAN.

˜ 13 hours later…˜

I woke up really rested. I had a little headache. I noticed I wasn’t in my bed. I went to the bathroom and I brushed my teeth. I went to the front side of the yacht and I waited the others. The sky was a bit cloudy and it was a bit chilly. I looked at the clock: 10.30 am. Wow. I had slept so much. 15 minutes later, they came.

- Jaden: So…how did the lady troublemaker sleep?- laughing.

- Me: Umm…what?

- Ryan: You don’t remember anything? :O- said while sitting.

- Me: Umm well, I remember a thing-I looked serious to Justin- but, it wasn’t anything about problems…

- Chaz: You were so drunk…and really horny…

- Me: Was I? –embarrassed.

- Justin: Yeah, you were.

- Caitlin: And…Justin and Chaz started arguing…

- Me: Oh…

- Chaz: But now you’re better, right?

- Me: Yeah, teddy :)

I stood up, kissed and hugged him tightly. Everybody did that “awww”,  except Justin. We had to go. We took our things, said goodbye to Jaden and we called a Taxi. After, we took the same airplane and we arrived home at 12.45 more or less.

I said goodbye to the guys and I entered home.

- Mom: You must had so much fun, coz you didn’t even call me to tell me you weren’t going to come to sleep ¬¬…

- Me: Yeah, sorry mom. I just got asleep early, coz we danced so much.

- Mom: Yeah…

- Me: It’s true. You can ask the others.

- Mom: It’s okay hun :)-hugging me.

I went upstairs and I lay on the bed. I took the laptop...

NARRATED BY JUSTIN.

I lay on the bed thinking. I had a mess of feelings. First hand, I liked Selena, but other hand, I felt something for Megan. It was driving me crazy. I didn’t know if I was starting to love her. I just knew that everytime she walked by, I forgot to breath. I also knew I got pissed off when I saw her with Chaz, & when I was with her I got excited.

I thought on that so much time. After that, someone knocked my door.

- Me: Come in…

- Ryan: Yo dude!

I remembered I had met him to play to XBOX. I didn’t wanna do anything at all. But I played. He put a fight game. He was beating me all the time. I wasn’t really focused on the game. My head was in other place.

- Ryan: Dude! What’s wrong with you? You’re not in the game, where are you?

- Justin: Buff… It’s Megan… -I lay on the bed angry.

­- Ryan: What happens with her?

- Justin: Well…I had a mess of feelings…I love Selena, but…I feel something about her…I just…oggg… I don’t know…

- Ryan: What a problem dude… umm, are you gonna stay here or would you rather go skateboarding and you keep your things a bit apart?

- Justin: Umm.. let’s go skateboarding.

We took skate stuff and we left.

NARRATED BY MEGAN.

I was on the Internet when I heard steps coming to my bedroom.

- Mom: Hunnie, I’m going to meet Chaz’s dad, Kevin. Okay? :).

- Me: Ouuu, okay…-surprised face- have fun ;)

- Mom: Hahaha. Okay hun, bye. Love you.

I was glad for her. She didn’t hang out with a man since she divorced. And well, she told me that they divorced coz he cheated on her and he was drunk all the time. Suddenly, my phone rang. It was Caitlin. She was bored and wanted to go to street. I met her. She knocked my door and we went to walk. She was so friendly (We didn’t meet Sammy coz she had to go with her parents somewhere). We ate an ice-cream while walking by the skateboard park. We had an amazing evening. Laughing, making nonsense, telling each other things…

It was 8.30 pm when my phone rang.

˜… CONVERSATION BY THE PHONE…˜

- Me: Yeah?

- Mom: H-hun…how are you?-said with a scraped voice.

- Me: Fine…what’s wrong?-said worried.

- Mom: Umm… nothing. Umm…stay a little more in the street, coz I’m not …umm…at home yet-said nervous.

- Me: Okay…bye mom.

˜…SHE HANGED UP…˜

- Me: O.O

- Caitlin: What’s wrong?

- Me: Something goes wrong…my mom has told me to stay more here… and she was nervous… and everytime she’s nervous and she always says: “umm” . It’s that she’s hiding me something. Gotta go, hun.

- Caitlin: Okay, if you need something, don’t hesitate to call me.-she hugged me and we gave each other kisses.

I walked home. When I arrived I heard yells in the house. I entered and…it was…

- Me: DAD??? O.O

He was hitting my mom. My mom cried and cried and he slapped her… I was shocked…

- Me: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??

I put in front of him to stop hitting mom. He was drunk. I didn’t know him. He was changed. Well, I didn’t know him personally, just for a few picks. But, that picks and him… completely different. He had a drug addicted face…

- Dad: DAUGHTER, GET OUT OF MY WAY… IT’S SOMETHING BETWEEN YOUR MOM AND ME! - yelled.

- Me: DON’T DO THAT!! WHY DO YOU DO IT??

- Dad: COZ YOUR MOM IS A WHORE!

- Me: WHAT DID YOU SAY???!!!

- Dad: I TELL YOU LAST TIME…GET O-U-T OF MY W-A-Y!

- Me: NOOO!! YOU’RE NOT GOING TO HIT HER ANYMORE, DAD!!

Suddenly, he…

TO BE CONTINUED…